08-21-2025, 12:02am
i really need to get my spice tolerance back up. a single bird's eye chili was so spicy it made me feel like my soul left my body for a moment
08-20-2025, 1:40pm
the first time i played rimworld, it was only for about three hours. i immediately got the tetris effect. i became so afraid of what this game could do to me that i haven't touched it since.
this was right after i got out of being fixated on morrowind for a while. i wasn't ready then, and i'm certainly not ready now. i'll stick with watching others play it, thank you
08-18-2025, 2:11pm
replaying and remembering how... kinda dogshit the tailend of vampire: the maquerade - bloodlines is. i completely get why, they were running out of time and budget. the ending itself is fine, it's the gameplay part that puts me off. everything before that section though, especially the beginning, more than make up for it. still one of my favorite games of all time
08-18-2025, 11:02am
i should get my windows xp setup running again. last time i tried using it there were signs that the hard drive was dying... maybe i'll try slapping an ssd in there. it's some silly thinkcentre with a pentium d. shit's loud as hell; whenever i boot it the fans blast at max speed, letting out a beep that could be heard throughout a 10-mile radius
08-14-2025, 11:36am
i've been using fvwm3 recently and i really like it.
here's a screenshot of what my setup looks like at the moment. while it's not much, it works for me :)
i mainly use kde plasma and i'm probably not going to give it up anytime soon, but i use fvwm when i need a minimalistic environment (and it turns out i've been needing it more and more :P)
08-12-2025, 10:30am
as a kid (until i was about 7 or so) i would be travelling a lot. whenever i was in a hotel room, i would pick up the phone and listen to the dial tone. i found it pleasing for some reason
i have a few photos from those days but i refuse to post them on account of my very cool and awesome very private and very secretive nature. so i'll just point out that they exist
08-11-2025, 12:00pm
i've been getting weird dreams recently, probably because of how shitty my sleep schedule is. it's been so hot recently that i can hardly close my eyes. i love the summer until it comes i guess.
a slight positive is that they've been kind of awesome. i've been writing them down, maybe i'll put them up when i have the time. don't count on it though
08-09-2025, 8:55pm
my website being completely miserable on mobile is part of its personality. it's on purpose, really. ok, it's not, but i'm way too lazy to put in the effort to fix it
08-07-2025, 5:55pm
i caved and bought another monster energy drink. this is the second one i have consumed in my lifespan. this will be the last one. i swear. this will be the last one. i will not become a monsterhead. this will be the last one. i refuse to become addicted. this will be the last one.
08-06-2025, 5:40pm
there's this restaurant that i've ordered from twice, and both times i've felt sick after eating. the first time it was so bad i threw up in the middle of the night. the second time i didn't, but i was very close to fucking myself up. i had to heavily pace myself (eating a small bit over a night and day). so why did i order from them a second time? well, i genuinely liked the food, and what if it was my fault i threw up? i still think it's my fault btw